Love Inspired Suspense September 2015 #1 Read online

  Their gazes lingered. “We aren’t friends.”

  Her words took the wind out of him. “So,” he said, his voice hard-edged, “that’s it? I don’t get a say in this?”

  She lifted her brown eyes and stared at him. “We’re from two different worlds. It would never work. I could never be happy anywhere but here on the farm.”

  “Work on the farm is peaceful.”

  She glanced at him, confused, and suddenly Jake felt as though he wasn’t being fair to Rebecca. She was struggling; she didn’t need him muddying the waters.

  “Give it some time. Wait until Samuel’s situation is settled. Don’t just…” He let out a long breath. “Don’t throw this away.”

  Rebecca pulled the door closed and the dome light faded to black. She turned to him, her features cast in darkness. “You of all people know how hard it would be for some Amish to leave.”

  The silence stretched between them as his mother’s forlorn face came to mind. Rebecca pushed open the door again and the light revealed a sad smile on her beautiful face.

  Jake cupped her cheek. Slowly, she wrapped her fingers around his wrist and pulled his hand away. “Good night, Jake.”

  He sat back in his seat and watched her run through the rain toward the house, not bothering to stop to open her umbrella. Her tote swung by her side. Once she was inside, a light came on and her shadow paused in front of the window and then disappeared.

  He put the car in Reverse and backed out of Rebecca Fisher’s driveway.

  And out of her life.

  TWELVE

  “The Amish have moved into New York as land has become more expensive in parts of Ohio and Pennsylvania.” Jake paced in front of his Intro to the Amish class. He stopped and scanned the students, mostly composed of freshman and sophomores. He’d never get used to staring at the tops of heads hunched over their laptops, recording his every word. “Others moved here because they had disagreements within their communities.”

  Or perhaps if they weren’t documenting his every word, they were updating their status on whatever social media was popular at the moment with the college set.

  He continued, “Many Amish are moving away from farming and into other areas to make a living. They work at local factories or businesses, and some hop into vans and are taken to new neighborhoods to build homes.”

  As he went on speaking on the subject he knew so well, his mind wandered to the glorious fall afternoon he’d worked on the farm, enjoying every minute with Rebecca.

  Jake’s heart thudded dully in his chest. Rebecca’s request to keep his distance still stung. But it was a request he had to honor.

  A young man’s hand shot up near the middle of the lecture hall. Jake flattened his palms on the large black marble surface of the long table in the front of the room. “Yes?”

  “How come I see all these young Amish guys driving around in cars? Are the buggies simply for show?”

  Jake put the cap on the dry erase marker and twisted it. “We’ll be talking more about Rumspringa and the youth in the Amish next week. But in short, no, the buggies are not for show. The Amish in this community—the baptized Amish—do not drive cars.

  “But they can ride in cars?” A young girl in front with her chin resting on her palm scrunched up her nose.

  “Right.” Jake glanced at his watch, trying not to show his frustration. “Are you guys also reading the text? It might help you retain some of the information we’ve gone over in class. You’re in college now, so you need to step up your study skills. You’re all registered for or have had Study Skills 101, right?”

  He heard a few groans and laughed. Not many of these kids appreciated their education and probably thought nothing of the Amish not being allowed to attend school past the eighth grade.

  Class was winding down. “Okay, be sure to turn in your papers by 5:00 p.m. tomorrow online. Or if you have them now, I’ll take them.”

  Jake closed his laptop and Tommy approached his desk as the students filed out. “When do you need the papers graded?” Tommy graded the shorter papers and Jake graded the term-length project and their final.

  “Next Monday would be great.”

  Tommy made a noise of dissatisfaction.

  “Too much work for you?”

  Tommy shook his head. “Not at all.”

  “If you’re unsure, I’ll spot-check a few to make sure you’re on the right track.”

  Tommy nodded.

  “You finish your applications for grad school?”

  “Working on it.” The young man drummed his fingers on the table.

  “Is something wrong?”

  “Nothing I can’t work out.”

  And Jake didn’t doubt it. Tommy had left his Amish home at eighteen and worked his way to a GED and then college. He was nothing if not resourceful.

  “How’s your senior project going?” Jake asked.

  “The King family isn’t thrilled with me coming around. Samuel and I are friends.” He shrugged. “Guilty by association.” He lifted his eyebrows. “Jonas and Uri were key to some of my research.” Tommy seemed uncharacteristically glum. He was usually pretty easygoing.

  “Reach out to other youngie. You can be resourceful.”

  “Perhaps.”

  “Things will calm down.”

  “It usually does.” Something dark fluttered in the depths of Tommy’s eyes. “How’s Mrs. Fisher doing? All this had to come as a blow on the heels of the tragedy with her husband.”

  “Yes, it has.” Jake purposely kept his answer short, not wanting Tommy to know that Jake had crossed the professional line with Rebecca. But that was all in the past.

  Tommy frowned. “Sounds like we’ve both alienated the local Amish. It doesn’t bode well for our respective futures.”

  “Did you hear Samuel left town?”

  Tommy arched an eyebrow but didn’t acknowledge what he knew.

  “Rebecca sent him to live in an Amish community near Rochester. For now.”

  Tommy tucked his laptop under his arm. “I better start cultivating more Amish friendships.”

  “Why don’t you find some who are a little less worldly? It might give you a different perspective. Some youngie actually try to follow the rules.”

  Tommy rolled his eyes. “What fun would that be, dude? I’d have to tag along on the farm or at those tone-deaf singings for the goody-goodies. Remember, I’ve already experienced that firsthand.”

  Jake clapped his teaching assistant’s shoulder with the palm of his hand. “Don’t let anyone ever tell you that you haven’t acclimated to the outside world, dude.” Jake smiled when he emphasized Tommy’s favorite word.

  “I am nothing if not adaptable. My life experience up to now has taught me that.”

  “With your background, your senior project will have a unique perspective. Keep plugging away. Don’t let this setback throw you.”

  Tommy’s cell phone dinged and he glanced down at the screen. “Gotta run. I have some things to take care of.”

  “Night. Contact me if you have any questions once the term papers start coming in.”

  “Sounds good.” Tommy stuffed his laptop into his backpack and hiked the strap up on his shoulder.

  “You got your laptop fixed?”

  “Yes. Couldn’t live without one.”

  Jake watched the young man stomp up the stairs of the large lecture hall and disappear through the back exit. Was Tommy happy? Could people make huge life changes and not have regrets?

  His parents were an example that it couldn’t be done.

  Could Jake be any different?

  *

  After his class ended, Jake decided to drive out to Bishop Lapp’s home. When he arrived, he double-checked the time. The dark rain clouds hovering in the distance made it seem later than it was.

  Jake climbed out of the truck and strolled to where he’d noticed an older Amish man leading a horse into the barn.

  “How can I help you, Professor Burke?” Bishop L
app asked without looking at him. The elderly gentleman hiked the leather straps from the horse’s rigging onto a hook; his arms shook under the weight. Jake stepped forward, ready to help the man, when something made him stop. Perhaps it was the quick sideways look the bishop shot at him. Perhaps an offer of help would be offensive to a man who had spent his life on a farm.

  Or perhaps an offer of help from an outsider was unwanted.

  Bishop Lapp limped to the back wall and grabbed his cane. He leaned on it, resting one hand on top of the other. “Looking for more information for your study of the Plain people?” His even tone made it difficult for Jake to understand the elderly man’s frame of mind.

  “Actually, no.”

  The bishop lifted his chin in understanding. “My son Lester told me you were asking about joining the Amish. Do you think coming to me will yield you different answers?”

  “I’m knowledgeable about the Amish. I understand the difficulties of joining the community as an outsider.”

  “Understanding the difficulties on an intellectual level is different—” the bishop enunciated each word as if to emphasize his point “—than becoming a humble man who lives in a community as a baptized member.”

  Jake ran a hand across his jaw. “I love Rebecca Fisher.”

  Did he really say that out loud?

  The bishop leaned heavily on his cane and met his gaze. “Your dat loved your mem?”

  “You knew my parents? You know who I am?” His father had changed their last name once they’d left Apple Creek to further distance themselves from their Amish background.

  “Your parents were Mary Miller and John Leising, right?”

  “Yes.” A muscle ticked in his jaw. “How did you know? I’ve told very few people.”

  “You have your mem’s eyes. But I didn’t know for sure until now.”

  “So, you knew them?”

  “I wasn’t bishop then, but yes, I knew them. Your mother was a fine woman and your father had a taste for the worldly.” The older man pressed his lips together. “How are they?”

  Jake glanced down, then back up at the bishop. “They’re deceased.”

  The bishop ran a hand down his unkempt beard. “I’m sorry. Too young.”

  Nostalgia twisted Jake’s insides as long-forgotten memories of his parents crossed his mind.

  “But I suppose I remember them as the youth they were.”

  “My mother did die young. I was only ten. My father died when I was seventeen.”

  The bishop cleared his throat, as if the subject was too uncomfortable. “Now you believe you want to return to your Amish roots?”

  “I have been thinking about it for a long time now. Even before I met Rebecca.” The peace he felt in her presence, on her farm, had made the feelings he had buried come to the surface. “I have to continue to pray on it.”

  “Come with me.” The bishop limped with his cane toward the barn door. “I have some information regarding baptismal classes in the house.”

  Jake followed him and waited outside on the porch for the older gentleman to return. When he did, the bishop handed him a book.

  “Whatever you decide, you cannot make this decision lightly.”

  *

  Yet another rainy day saturated the fields in Apple Creek. Rebecca was beginning to wonder if it was ever going to let up. She sat in the rocker while enjoying a cup of tea and watched Katie and Grace, a luxurious break she rarely afforded herself.

  A rumble of thunder rolled over the house and a chill skittered down her spine. Rebecca grabbed two small quilts off the wood stand and put one on each girl’s lap. Katie was reading a Laura Ingalls Wilder book to her little sister. “Are you girls okay?”

  Katie put her finger on the page to mark her spot and looked up.

  “The storm doesn’t bother you, does it?”

  They shook their heads in unison. “There’s no reason to be afraid,” Katie said, sounding older than her eight years. “We’re all snug like bugs in our house. Do you know we have a house like in Little House on the Prairie?”

  A smile tugged at the corners of Rebecca’s mouth. She had loved those books and had feared she might never be able to share them with her girls because Willard had been against most every book. She shook away the thought, unwilling to let the past ruin their cozy afternoon.

  Another thunderclap rocked the house.

  Rebecca looked up at the ceiling and frowned. “Buttercup’s not a fan of storms.” Her gaze dropped to her daughters snuggled up in the corner of the room. “I’m going to run out to the barn and make sure she’s okay. You girls keep reading your book.”

  “Can I go with you? I can give her carrots.” Grace jumped up, the quilt pooling around her feet.

  “Oh, but it’s yucky out. Why don’t you stay inside with your big sister? Keep each other company.”

  With a huff, Grace plopped down on the rocker her mother had vacated. Rebecca picked up the quilt and tucked it around her daughter, ignoring her little tantrum. “I’ll be back in soon and then I’ll warm up some soup for dinner. Okay?”

  Rebecca put on her raincoat, flipped up the hood and grabbed a few carrots to put in her pocket. She opened the back door and hustled down the back steps. Her boots squished in the mud as she crossed the yard to the barn.

  When will this rain ever stop?

  Squinting against the pelting rain, she picked up speed. She clutched her hood to prevent a gust of wind from blowing it down.

  When she reached the barn and pushed back the door, another rumble of thunder rolled across the sky. Goose bumps prickled her skin. Sensing someone was watching her, she glanced behind her. Nothing but fields.

  A truck barreled down the country road.

  Turning her attention back to the task at hand, she entered the dimly lit barn and pulled a carrot out of her pocket.

  “Hey, Buttercup. Everything’s okay,” she said in a soothing voice. “The storm will pass quickly.” A part of her felt as if she was trying to convince herself.

  The storm in her life would pass quickly. Reaching through the wide spaces in the bars of the stall, she patted the horse. Buttercup neighed. “You’ve been through a lot, too, huh?”

  Buttercup eagerly ate the carrot and then sniffed Rebecca’s hand, eager for more. She reached into her pocket and found another carrot. “Here you go.”

  She rubbed the side of the horse’s head until she seemed to calm down. She decided to find a blanket for Buttercup, to comfort her.

  She walked to the back of the barn and past a door yawning open to the back fields. Something blue flashed in her periphery and then disappeared behind the outbuilding where Willard had kept a stash of weapons. She often wondered what he had been planning if he hadn’t been caught. She hadn’t been in the building since before Willard’s arrest.

  Biting her lower lip, she wondered if she had imagined the movement.

  She returned to Buttercup, covered her with a blanket and patted her. “Everything is going to be okay.”

  Rebecca grabbed the pitchfork and measured the weight of it in her hands. With a fluttery feeling in her chest, she strode out of the barn, glancing toward the house. Her daughters were in there. They were safe. She’d never be able to relax unless she checked the outbuilding and made sure someone wasn’t trespassing on her property.

  Pulling her hood back over her head, she held her raincoat close at her neck and gripped the pitchfork tightly in the other hand. She’d never be able to use it as a weapon, but what the potential trespasser didn’t know might save her.

  A long time ago, she had ceased being a quiet Amish wife. She had to be the head of this household. Protect her family.

  You’re seeing things, silly woman. Willard’s voice clashed with the wind and rain and a dull roar of thunder moving off to the east.

  Each step seemed harder to take, but she knew if she stopped she’d lose her nerve. When she reached the outbuilding, she pressed her body against the wall and peered toward the ope
n door.

  Was someone in there?

  A rustle of plastic sounded overhead. She glanced up just in time to see a huge blue tarp dropping out of the sky. She raised her hands to fling it away when something heavy landed on top of her, shoving her down into the wet mud. Her pitchfork useless by her side.

  Dear Lord, help me.

  THIRTEEN

  Jake placed the book on the passenger seat of his truck and made a spontaneous decision to drive over to check on Rebecca and the girls. He knew the bishop had seen to it that she had some help with the farm now that Uri and Jonas were prohibited from working for her. But there were always things to be done.

  He knew Rebecca wanted him to stay away because their future was predetermined due to their different backgrounds. He tapped the book on the seat next to him. Nervous indecision pressed on his chest. Maybe…just maybe he could change that.

  As Jake rounded the curve on the country road, the clouds had turned an ominous steely gray. He adjusted the windshield wiper speed to keep pace with the driving rain. A rumble of thunder sounded overhead. When he turned up Rebecca’s driveway, her quaint home came into view beyond his blurry windshield. He really needed to replace his wipers.

  Jake climbed out of the vehicle, flipped up his hood and shuddered against the cool rain. Bent forward, he jogged toward the house. He lifted his hand to knock when he heard a cry in the distance. He spun around and squinted toward the sound. Katie and Grace were holding hands, dodging mud puddles and running toward the barn.

  Unease twisted around his spine.

  Where was their mother?

  Perhaps she had been in front of the girls and had reached the barn before the strange muffled cry rang out. What was that? Not wanting to waste another moment, he ran after them, muttering his annoyance when his dress shoes sank in the mud with each step.

  He also really needed to get some boots.

  He caught up with the girls inside the barn’s entrance. Katie had her arm around Grace, comforting her. He glanced around the barn. No Rebecca.

  “Girls, what are you doing out in this weather? Your mother will be worried about you.”

  The girls turned around as a unit. Grace had red-rimmed eyes and wet cheeks, both from the rain and tears. His heart stuttered.